its been a year.. i'm back.. the emotional jerk man back again.. i'm just getting emotional. coz i really turned into crying lad when i talked to my friend on the phone.. shit it's much better if i do'nt call him. i trully hate myself... too crazy.my shit friend really learn a goddamned thing.. they are all the same.. renz, jolas crouse.. o shit i'm a back fighter.. i love to tell shit things on them at the back.. i cant cease my feeling sorry.. i'm really dorry.. they are all the same... he said he values his friends... his barkada... renz belong there... i know renz also value them.. what an unjust world... they never learn... now i think they will be more successful than me... i dont like... i want them to suffer... so that they will feel what i felt... sorry i'm getting selfish help me God... plss help me...plsss... help... i reallly wish it will not be happen again!!